Pathetic.
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My name is Sara Jane, and I aspire to be thin.

I started my ED in middle school. I have recovered several times and this is my third relapse. I would like to be your friend. I don't care about your appearance, I would just like to know you.

Height; 5'8.
HW:300.
LW:xxx.
CW:280
SW:290

288. 287. 286. 285. 284. 283. 282. 281. 280.
It's water weight, on my period.

These weights are not correct, but they give me motivation. I don't own a scale, so all weight observations will be on a guesstamation.

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I want to be lovely.
Personal.
Day three Week two. (last nights)

Daily points.

Diet.
Every glass of water (+1): 12

 Drinking green tea (+1): 0

Every serving of fruit/veggies eaten (+1): 1

Eating 500-2000 calories a day (+10): 10

Drinking soda (-1): 0

Every item of junk/fried food eaten (-1): 0

Having dessert (-1): -1

Purging (-10): 0

Eating less than 500 calories (-10): 0

Exercise.
Every 10 min. of cardio 
(+1): 10

Every 10 min. of weights (+1): 0

Every 10 min. of yoga (+1): 10

Every 50 crunches (+1): 0

Every mile ran (+1): 0

Not exercising for the day (-10): 0

Hygiene/Health
 

Brushing teeth (+1): 1

Mouth wash (+1): 1

Washing face every night (+1): 1

Face lotion (+1): 1

Hand lotion(+1): 1

Lotion on arms/legs(+1): 1

Eight or more hours of sleep (+10): 10

Less than six hours of sleep. (-10): 0

Total: 58

Lost another pound.

So fucking happy.

Day two. Week two.

Daily points.

Diet.
Every glass of water (+1): 9

 Drinking green tea (+1): 0

Every serving of fruit/veggies eaten (+1): 0

Eating 500-2000 calories a day (+10): 10

Drinking soda (-1): 0

Every item of junk/fried food eaten (-1): 0

Having dessert (-1): -1

Purging (-10): 0

Eating less than 500 calories (-10): 0

Exercise.
Every 10 min. of cardio 
(+1): 10

Every 10 min. of weights (+1): 0

Every 10 min. of yoga (+1): 0

Every 50 crunches (+1): 10

Every mile ran (+1): 0

Not exercising for the day (-10): 0

Hygiene/Health
 

Brushing teeth (+1): 2

Mouth wash (+1): 0

Washing face every night (+1): 1

Face lotion (+1): 1

Hand lotion(+1): 1

Lotion on arms/legs(+1): 1

Eight or more hours of sleep (+10): 10

Less than six hours of sleep. (-10): 0

Total: 44.

Doing better. Later I’ll do more exercising so I’ll change it accordingly. 

I will admit I do throw up.

It’s disgusting. I realize. But it makes me happy.

I haven’t done it yet today, which is good.

But I’m just excited for tomorrow.

It starts the Spring Into Thin Challenge.

I’m just SO ready!

If any of you need someone to talk to, I’m here.

<3

Day one Week two.

Daily points.

Diet.
Every glass of water (+1): 3

 Drinking green tea (+1): 0

Every serving of fruit/veggies eaten (+1): 2

Eating 500-2000 calories a day (+10): 10

Drinking soda (-1): 0

Every item of junk/fried food eaten (-1): 0

Having dessert (-1): -1

Purging (-10): 0

Eating less than 500 calories (-10): 0

Exercise.
Every 10 min. of cardio 
(+1): 0

Every 10 min. of weights (+1): 0

Every 10 min. of yoga (+1): 0

Every 50 crunches (+1): 0

Every mile ran (+1): 0

Not exercising for the day (-10): 0

Hygiene/Health
 

Brushing teeth (+1): 2

Mouth wash (+1): 1

Washing face every night (+1): 1

Face lotion (+1): 1

Hand lotion(+1): 1

Lotion on arms/legs(+1): 1

Eight or more hours of sleep (+10): 10

Less than six hours of sleep. (-10): 0

Total: 31.

Ew ew ew ew ew . I feel gross.

So far I’ve had:

One serving of fruit.

One serving of veggies.

Half cup of cottage cheese; 110 cal.

Half a sandwich (bologna and mustard); 130 cal.

Two Fit&Active Crisp things; 100 cal.

340 cal…about.

Can’t wait to burn it all off.

Last night because of the dance I burned at least 2,000 calories! I’ve lost another pound this morning because of it.

:3